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Dragging me on a narrow thread
Like a blind dog
Loyally following
The only thing it knows,
It's master.
Tying me up
With those lies and deceit.
Black silk that hides
That dark soul
Beating inside that cruel heart.
Kept my eyes hidden
Kept my mouth shut
I lost everything to you
Refusing to believe
The truth.
Paranoia or truth
I couldn't tell the difference
Behind that mask
Upon your face
Or the lies on your tongue.
Slowly beating
You held my heart in your hand
Squeezing tighter and tighter
Until it shatters
Like a glass rose
Kept my eyes shut
Kept my thoughts shut
I lost everything
Refusing to believe
What lay before me
My insecurities have left me helpless
Like a chained mutt
Staring into the eyes
Of a cruel owner
With the slightest bit of hope
Slowly being ripped apart
I refuse to believe
The writing in front of me
The signs and my own intuition
Forcing myself into submission
Never knowing where you stand
I continue to bow down
To the unforgivable
Cowering and whimpering
Because I have nothing left
I kept myself locked up
Refusing everything
Trusting lies
Loving hate
And living on nothing
Curled up on the floor
Chained and forgotten
Starved and broken
Lost and confused
Because I refused to believe the obvious...
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