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The blood upon my hands
So fresh and new
Seems to sneer at me
It laughs at me
What is this creature I have become?
So vicious and cruel?
No longer myself
I have changed...
These walls of this room
Dark like the midnight sky
Snicker at me
Why do they taunt me so?
What have I changed into?
Distorted reality and deranged thoughts
What am I?
I have changed...
These sickly eyes
That beg for a savior that will never come
Do not belong to me
They are too cruel to be mine
As I try to claw myself out
Unable to find a grip
I slowly lose my conscious
And become distorted
What will become of me?
These hands coated in blood
These laughing walls and cruel eyes
I am thrown over the edge
The screams that pierce the night
They no longer affect me
As I rape what was once loved
As I destroy the beloved
What ever happened to those mothering arms?
What ever happened to those kind eyes
And that sweet voice?
Why do I feel so empty?
Crawling along the bloodstained floor
My frail body begs for forgiveness
Pale lips gasping for breath
As the blood pours from my throat
I knew you wanted to die
Why didn't you so willing accept it?
Now I must die too
And forever fester in the dark abyss
Who was the one who changed?
Does it really matter now?
We will both rot away
Unfound and unchanged...
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