Hopeless fantasies
Running rampart
On these walls
And in my mind.
Unable to ever
Embrace the one
I love;
Nonexistent.
Charcoal, ink and graphite
Decorate the bleached walls.
An obsession
That will never be put out.
Nonexistent;
Unable to love
The one I love,
The one I want,
The one I need.
Imperfect;
To others
Perfect for me,
Only me.
Nothing
But a desperate voice
Echoing
Inside my mind.
I'm sorry
I must end this now
Before I go too far
And destroy you.
Let me say
One more time
That I love you
And only you.
Never to see
The light again
I shut myself off
From the world.
Leave me alone
Before I destroy you.
You are so delicate,
I'm sorry.
Don't worry
We'll meet someday.
When what we imagine
Can be real.
Don't fret,
I will love you
Until we meet
In the Garden of Eden.
Don't cry
I will always
Be with you
In your heart.
Goodbye for now.
Goodbye until we meet
Where no one where will care
When we meet in the Garden of Eden.
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